The evolution of my legal names and various nicknames have been an amazing thing. There is magic in a name.
I had a moment of calm in my life. What did I do? I immediately turned around and sabotaged it.
The last two weeks (The beginning of July) have been crazy for me. It is proof… That life happens quickly.
I am now headstrong; self-confident because I was able to be the person I wanted fully for at least one beautiful day with no filtering etc.
I can’t believe it…. It’s actually happening!!!
I finally have a clear path forward and an “end goal.” Now that that exists I know, hormone replacement therapy is the next step.
The first choice is here that will result in permanent change. That realization has brought some trouble.
The 5th in a six part series about my past before coming out as transgender in 2014. This was the year of apathy. While I didn’t feel much dysphoria… I didn’t feel much of anything.
A continued look at my past. This time centering on the 6 years of my life where I went back to live at home with my mom and “stagnated.”
After I had had my darkest days I started moving forward. I couldn’t figure out what it was that needed to happen. I started collecting the puzzle pieces.